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Tuesday, September 09, 2003

the worst way to miss someone
is to be sitting right beside them
and knowing you cant have them


warning: this is a long entry!

hehs* today was kinda like a great and happy day. whee* woke up around nine plus in the morns and started to do my a maths rev tests again. then my sis was gna meet her friends so i decided to try hard to get pple to pei me. i hate staying at home! so i got suyee and she studied with me at bishan macs. then after like two hours, we went off to meet her bro and sis who was going to wisma. the place i was going to meet my friend. cools!

so we went there and i was actually early. reached there at like 3.10pm. yeah mans. then went to the aquarium to take pictures for sy's bro for his project. then my friend was late. he kinda like overshot the station cos he was sleeping. yeah. i was like alrites. nvm then that sy had to ask her sister "ehs if you meeting a guy at 3.15pm and at 3.20pm he doesnt turn up, what will you do?" then her sister had to say "leave larhs" and i had to defend my poor friend. darns. pple get tired you know? i mean yarhs.

then they all three insisted on pei-ing me to meet him. tried chasing them away but to no avail. they kept tailing me! wah. so irritiating. they wanted to help me see whether he is a good catch. like how insane. *rolls eyes* (for info: suyee's sister said he looks better then all the guys in her school. haha. i was laughing) i'd say his dimple is like so nice. but let's not get there. i must say i happened to notice it when he smiled the last time i saw him. i didnt like observe him. im not that insane. haha. (:

finally he came at around 3.50pm. then it was an awkard moment. like nothing to say. on the way to lido, he looked left and i kept looking right. so.. wierd. wells, then caught pirates of the carribean. he paid for me. i mean i wanted to pay him back but he said "maybe next time your treat kkaes?" cos he is always late in meeting me. yeah. so it was his treat cos i was kept waiting?! like waiting isnt a big deal marhs. but it was a sweet gesture on his part. then went in to watch lohs. pretty okay show larhs. yepps. nice plot, nice actors. esp that chio girl acting as elizabeth. forgot her real name liaos.

then we walked around. going down that lido escalator, there was this couple in front of us kissing and hugging. so once again, he looked left and i looked right. what can we do rights? so paiseh* then we walked to wisma then to taka. he said he was tired so i asked him go home. then he said pei me. cos no one was at home and i didnt have keys. i was like no need larhs. but he kept saying he felt bad leaving me alone. so i was like calling my parents to meet them so he wouldnt feel bad. like i feel bad also cos he is tired still come out watch movie with me?! yah. so instead of going to heeren, we went to somerset mrt station. and one conversation went like this

him: you sure you dont want me pei you? i will feel bad.
me: yeah sure. i will feel worst if you are so tired. go home lahs.
him: how sure?
me: postive
him: absolutely?
me: yeah.

haha. i found that kinda funny. but then got stuck again. wells, what can i say? i cant think of any crap to say marhs. so i went off to find my parents lohs. kinda got lost and was kinda freaked cos the whole place around lavender mrt station is like way ulu-fied. in the end, i relented and took a cab down to find them. haiis. seems like my sense of direction isnt that great after all. ): anws, got sars case in singapore. i so dont want extended hols. like no way!

anws, so now im home blogging about my great day. yarhs. tmr gna meet ben to study at esplanade. hope we can study cos she always seems to distract me with her funny stuff. haha. yepps. i love the view there! *squeals. i cant wait!

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